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|Tuesday, November 29th, 2005|
|I need a maid!
Today I woke up in more pain then yesterday, and I didnt think that was possible! I barely slept to begain with though so woke up isn't really the right phrase. I finaly got me 800 dollar entertainment center and it is so nice. Realy makes my livingroom look kinda nice. When I feel beter I so need to clean my house! what a mess it is! I am done christmas shopping and wraping except the ring I got my mom hasn't came in yet. I got her a mothers ring. Its really nice....I need a maid. A cute spanish chick to clean my house for me LOL!!! how nice would that be?...I found some of my friends from highschool on myspace, like christia and willow. it was so nice to hear from them again. I didnt realize tho how long it has been since i seen them, almost three years!!!! god, where did my life go? Everyone has changed so much and is doing something with their life and feel like I have done shit with mine. I want to go to college. I want a car too. There is so much I want to do in 2006. I have already lost another 10 lbs. Hopefully I will be down to my goal weight by the summer. 35 more lbs to go.... Current Mood: still sick
|Monday, November 28th, 2005|
|I hate hospitols...
God I am sos sick its not even funny. i have a double sinus and ear infection, a virus infection in my troat, and some fucking shit called tmj syndrome. Plus my doctor thinks I have depression. I am in so much pain I think I could die right now. I had to call out tonite from work cuz the pain is killing me. I was so dehydrated that they had to give me a stupid IV. Grr i hate the doctors....Good news tho, my manager called and said that I can start working 2nd shift 40 hrs after the holidays. That will be more money and i'll get beter sleep. I just hope calling out for tonite dont effect me getting the position. Current Mood: very sick
|Tuesday, November 22nd, 2005|
|Monday, November 21st, 2005|
God I am so bored, and tired. I have been working off the hook lately and still can barely afford to live on my own. I still have a few things for christmas to get, especially since my mom got me a 800 dollar entertainment center. I feel so awful like I dont deserve it. But I am so glad she got me it. My livingroom is going to rock. Current Mood: drained
|Wednesday, March 31st, 2004|
This is a little peom that i wrote. It's short but right to the heart of the matter
I know that I am whole,
I am whole without you.
It's not that I need you,
It' just that I want you.
And that's how i feel atm. anyway, I just got some new news. George is out of school, he dropped out, and he is engadged. Now see, i care, I really do, but the problem is why? Well I figured it out. Remember how I just wrote how I feel like everyone is changing and that I am feeling like I am being left behind? Well that just proves it. I have know the kid for 13 years. 13 years! and we dont hang out any more and i know nothing about him, I talk to him like once a month, thats it, and he moving on. and i am not. and not only am I not, I am the last lerson ut of the loop. So there you have it, I am a lonely girl with no friends, and those who were my friends are moving on and i am the only person to find out last that they are, and i am sad now. omg i feel so depressed now. i need to go take some time to choke myself. "GAG GAG"..... Ok thats better.... sob :( Current Mood: depressed
|Sunday, December 21st, 2003|
Hey yall, i gosta new toy. i now have the abillity to talk to people as well as have them see me. and no i dont do dirty things im an angel 0:) tehe. well anyway, i also saw lord of the rings three today. it was 3 and a half hours but it was so good. i really liked it. it was so sad the ending tho.
well anyway, OMG!! I am going to sound like a freak but when i blew my nose today, air came out my eye! i swaer to god it did! i was so scared i was like what the hell. did that ever happen to anyone else or am i dying? im so weird i know but i am me. but anyway, tis all for now. ttfn Current Mood: anxious
|Wednesday, December 17th, 2003|
|bare naked ladies!!!! jingle mingle
YAYA!! I went to the jingle mingle and I saw Jessica Simson, Nick Lachey, OAR, Maroon Five, Black Eyed Peas, and Bare Naked Ladies. They were all sooo awsome but I am so pissed I didnt bring my camera cuz my mother said they would take it away. And there were so many people taking pics. And OMG were we close! We were only like 16 rows back floor seatss so we were like right there.Not bad for my first concert. so yea that was the highlight of yesterday. It was really awsome tho. But thats all for now. Current Mood: bouncy
|Sunday, December 14th, 2003|
|can u see my pic?
I dont know if i did it righ but here it is. my entry with a pic. I dont know what else to write, im not interesting so..... Current Mood: bitchy
|My firdt entry- YAY ME!!
I have no clue what to do with all this stuff. I am so lost. I have no idea what all these options are and how to do pics and entries or how to read other peoples entries or anything. So that is all for now. Current Mood: annoyed